I swear!

The next time Lady Gaga's having a concert here, I'll be buying a patron seat!

There are mornings like this

After spending over 2 hours surfing the net using my office laptop last night, I suddenly realized that I forgot the charger in the office!! I'm on leave today to see Lady Gaga's concert tonight at Araneta and I did not take a leave tomorrow because I was planning to work-from-home. But this rotting brain of mine managed to forget the charger. Of ALL days. Ngayooon paaa!! I can't help being forgetful sometimes and this is one of my major limitations. Nade-depress ako minsan kapag naiisip ko na kung ngayon palang makakalimutin na ko, paano pa kaya pag naging 60yrs old na ko! Of course when one gets old like that, the most treasured pieces of life are held in the memories. I don't ever want to forget the things I've been through and the people that surrounded me. Nakakainis talaga. Ito pa. There are moments when I'm sooo slow, sooo forgetful and soooo lazy. Normal lang ba ito na nagkakaron ng lapses ang mga utak natin? E bakit yung mga boss ko parang they're always so conditioned. Minsan naiisip ko hindi talaga ako magiging boss as much as I want to kasi I have to totally change the person that I am. "I need more POKUS", I would always say. Pero pag nandyan na ang work, inaantok na ko. And then I would forget the things I need to do. Pati mga goals ko in life makakalimutan ko na din.

In the office, I always produce investigation reports and root cause analysis when one commits technical or process mistakes on the accounts that I handle. It's surprising though that I find it hard to pinpoint the root cause of why my brain starts to go bonkers on me sometimes. Is it lack of focus? Lack of drive? Am I too lazy? Is it the people around me? Or is it just me? I'm not sure how to plan my preventive measures once I find the root cause though. How do I make myself more like the people I look up to? And how can I change into the person I need to make me realize my goals?

This seems to be a part of a quarter-life crisis, where we usually get depressed over simple things and feel that at this point of our lives, we're way behind in achieving anything. Haaay naku talaga!

On the other hand, it's not always like this when I think again. I can deliver and I know I can meet the expectations from me. Kaya lang, occurrences such as this really have effects. Ano ba to! Ang aga aga puro rant na!!

Ok. I need to switch to my happy self again. I should be excited for tonight's concert! Focus on being happy.

I really need to have deadlines. Deadlines for my goals! And meet them.

FOCUS!!

And I don't need Glutaphos!

Maybe I'm a little excited!

Lady Gaga's concert here in Manila is in two days and I'm freaking excited, I can't sleep! I'm a loser like that! Oh well, I am spending my precious time reading blogs instead of sleeping. Isn't this so Lady Gaga?



Parang ang sarap ipang-bahay. Very comfortable!

Who's watching the concert on Tuesday? Kitakitz!!!

Hair love story

Loving our hair involves a lot of pampering, treatment and accessorizing. But if I take a look at how I take care of MY hair, parang patay na silang lahat. These days, I've been so awfully lazy to even comb my hair after taking a bath. I think it's been 3 weeks since I last conditioned my hair and it being colored and all, you can imagine I have my own El Nino phenomenon on my head. That's why I always looked like a mental patient in the office.

Anyway, I was looking at some fab finds in the net and I came across these wonderful hair fascinators:
















I know, may binabagayan ang mga hair pieces na ito at hindi ako yon! Hahah but anyhow I'd like to try using these at least once. Diba ang gaganda!!

G.I Joe's a BLAsT!!!

I never watched a single episode of the G.I Joe cartoons when I was a kiddo so when I heard that its movie will come out this year, I wasn't that keen to watch it. My bf however, is a fan. So I had no choice but to watch it with him.

Turned out that I enjoyed the movie more than he did!! It's sooo action-packed and has sooo many twists! I was not familiar with the characters so I kept asking my bf who's who. Good thing he didn't punch me. Hehe churi for being istupid :-D

Chictopia is inaccessible again and I think my connection is the problem, not the website itself. I don't have some interesting stuff to post though, I'm back to my boring clothes. I've been in shirt-and-pants routine these days. Crumpled shirt-and-pants. Total junk.

Today however I wore something nice. A floral dress that I only wore today because I didn't like it when I first had it. I don't know why I bought it that time, maybe it was on sale. But never mind, I love it now :-D





I am looking forward to the succeeding G.I Joe movies!!!

Color clash!

I'm not even sure if the colors go well together but I don't really care :-) This is my favorite plaid top as it goes very well with whatever jeans or skirt I wear. I'm loving bright colors lately and plaids too!

The skirt is bright purple however it did not register really brightly in the photos. The shoes are mary janes from Zara. I think it's already 1-2 yrs old and I've only worn it around 4 times. :p I thought it does not look good on my clothes.

So there, pink plaid, purple skit and green shoes. Call me tacky. But hey, I liked the look of this!

A very gloomy entry

For those who are born during the late 70's up to the early 80's, you probably know who these people are: Francis Magalona (Philippine local artist/singer/actor), Michael Jackson (we all know who he is), Corazon Aquino (First woman president of the Philippines). These are the famous 80's icons that I knew when I was growing up. They all have 1 thing in common - they're all dead.

Looking at the causes of their death, Francis had leukemia, Michael died of a heart failure, and Cory had colon cancer. All of them succumbed to illnesses that seemed to be so severe, even these powerful and rich people were not able to escape death.

Now it got me thinking, how will I die? I know I should not be thinking about this but there is a part of me that wants to know how will I end. I don't want to go through a lot of pain, so maybe the ideal way for me is to die in my sleep. BUT, if that will be the case, I won't be saying goodbye to my family and friends properly. I wouldn't want to die by an accident either. I don't want people staring at my dead body drenched in blood, with a bullet wound on my head or whatever.

So maybe, I'd wish to die of old age. With this, I might be able to complete the list of things I would have to do before I die. Actually, I still don't have a list as of today. It seems that I cannot push myself to create one. I am enjoying each day at a time as unplanned and spontaneous as I can. But I feel that I need to create one and set some goals to make my life worth living. And so that when I am about to reach the end, I can always recall my accomplishments and have a peaceful and contented heart.

It's scary to think how we will all pass away. Because there's always the fact that we will not really know when and how we'll die. All that has to be done is to live our lives well, touch others' lives, help the world be a better place and develop a strong relationship with God.

Be happy always :-)